its 7 in the morning of november 3rd 2004. in less than 2 mths, it will the year of 2005.. how time flies.. so much so much has happened for the past 2 years..break ups, mum got sick, mum recoverd, fell in love, attached, great grandma passed away, cousin passed away, dad got a major heart attack.

positive and negative events. its been a taxing 2 years for me.. getting over the fact tt im studying in singapore and not in aussie took the longest time. im getting realli tired over all these.

dad is getting better.. was toking to the doc today and he was telling me that a normal human being's heart function with 50% of the organ, but my dad, after 3 attacks in an hour.. his heart is still functioning with 44%.. which means to say tt onli 6% was damaged. he's going in for a scan today to see if there is any other blockages on other arteries, if there is.. he mite have to go for operations.

been running to and fro hospital plus the packing of my room, getting ready for shifting of house.. i din pay much attention to my sch work. onli till yesterday when i was surfing the sch webbie tt i realised i had a marketing assignment due this friday and a psychology test on monday. and yes, i just finished my marketing assignment... my body is resting on a lethargic mind and soul. physically and mentally.. im just so tired.

sometimes i wished i could just close my eyes and go somewea far far away. i nid a break.. i haven been to the beach for the longest time. haven been there to chill.. and i know i nid it.. i nid it badly. anybody? *weak smile* benson used to accompany me at pasir ris.. but i know i shant disturb him now..

ive been wasting too much time. I need to get my ass up and do some real work. i duna idle my time off like tt.. my brain cant function now.. i nid some rest.. nite peepz.

ps:/ berlinda, sorrie bout the other day.. i felt realli pai say..

d3niz

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