Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Never-ending Thoughts
Handing affairs of the heart wasnt as easy as ABC. I suppose thats wat many of us realise the moment we step into the first round of love : infatuation.
indeed, meeting berlinda for the 1st time wasnt easy. based on the kinda linkage we had, i was expecting awkward eye contact and uncomfortable smiles. amazingly, we hit off pretty well, and within an hour or so, we were chatting like we knew each other for a decade
i wondered if heaven was giving me any hints, any tips or watsoever. "Things happen for a reason" -- something i alwix believed in. uncanningly, i met liting also. *grinZ* the sight of her gave me a nice feeling. no, im not hypocritical. im true. that feeling was not hatred, nothing negative. after all that has happened, we have all moved on with our lives. let the past remain wea it is.
newae, berlinda and i stayed out till 5 plus in the morning. almost went over her place, but couldnt go coz my textbooks were still @ home. overall, i had fun. haven gone out and laughed like crazy for a long long time. and oh! HIDEOUT was a very nice place too! fell in love with the plc, its cosiness and ambience.
grandpa is in hospital. seems like i have lotsa fate with the hospital these days. he had lotsa acid in his stomach and had to be back to draw out all the acidic stuff. as usual, he was in a foul mood. i couldnt understand why mum, grandma and aunt refused to go see him just because grandpa din wan to allow the docs to draw blood. he had become frail and weak, the simple sight of him made me wanna tear and just because he din wan to let docs draw blood, u guys dun go see him?
mum had excuses of having lunch @ home, going down to caribbean to check on the house and then turning up at @ Warren to play JACKPOT! well done. there was simply no excuse @ all. i asked mum bout it, and questioned if she had heard of the story of the dad carrying the sick grandpa up the hill and leaving him there, only to feel guily when the son said he would do the same thing to him when he gets older? *sigh* what on earth is going on?
watched The Incredibles yesterday on VCD. well, it was okie onli lah. not so hilarious as the advert they put on, but well, it did make me laugh hard for a while. *laughs*
went to escape theme park over the weekends. *bah* not fun. there were realli limited rides.. onli enjoyed one ride very much.. tt ride made me felt like i was flying.. woah.. stress free.. reminded me the days i was on the bike.. stress free.. woah.. hahaha
im officially shifting house on jan 15th. after all the renovation and deco, im quite pleased with my room. only thing is tt i think i have too many electrical products in my room. Television, DVD player, High-fi, Computer, Printer...
Too long an entry. im bored lah, waiting for my boy to come pick me up. had a couple of arguments n talks over the period of these days im stayed over at his place. i dun realli know how things got resolved but i know for a certain time frame, things got quite heated up. newae its over la.
write again soon.
d3niz
indeed, meeting berlinda for the 1st time wasnt easy. based on the kinda linkage we had, i was expecting awkward eye contact and uncomfortable smiles. amazingly, we hit off pretty well, and within an hour or so, we were chatting like we knew each other for a decade
i wondered if heaven was giving me any hints, any tips or watsoever. "Things happen for a reason" -- something i alwix believed in. uncanningly, i met liting also. *grinZ* the sight of her gave me a nice feeling. no, im not hypocritical. im true. that feeling was not hatred, nothing negative. after all that has happened, we have all moved on with our lives. let the past remain wea it is.
newae, berlinda and i stayed out till 5 plus in the morning. almost went over her place, but couldnt go coz my textbooks were still @ home. overall, i had fun. haven gone out and laughed like crazy for a long long time. and oh! HIDEOUT was a very nice place too! fell in love with the plc, its cosiness and ambience.
grandpa is in hospital. seems like i have lotsa fate with the hospital these days. he had lotsa acid in his stomach and had to be back to draw out all the acidic stuff. as usual, he was in a foul mood. i couldnt understand why mum, grandma and aunt refused to go see him just because grandpa din wan to allow the docs to draw blood. he had become frail and weak, the simple sight of him made me wanna tear and just because he din wan to let docs draw blood, u guys dun go see him?
mum had excuses of having lunch @ home, going down to caribbean to check on the house and then turning up at @ Warren to play JACKPOT! well done. there was simply no excuse @ all. i asked mum bout it, and questioned if she had heard of the story of the dad carrying the sick grandpa up the hill and leaving him there, only to feel guily when the son said he would do the same thing to him when he gets older? *sigh* what on earth is going on?
watched The Incredibles yesterday on VCD. well, it was okie onli lah. not so hilarious as the advert they put on, but well, it did make me laugh hard for a while. *laughs*
went to escape theme park over the weekends. *bah* not fun. there were realli limited rides.. onli enjoyed one ride very much.. tt ride made me felt like i was flying.. woah.. stress free.. reminded me the days i was on the bike.. stress free.. woah.. hahaha
im officially shifting house on jan 15th. after all the renovation and deco, im quite pleased with my room. only thing is tt i think i have too many electrical products in my room. Television, DVD player, High-fi, Computer, Printer...
Too long an entry. im bored lah, waiting for my boy to come pick me up. had a couple of arguments n talks over the period of these days im stayed over at his place. i dun realli know how things got resolved but i know for a certain time frame, things got quite heated up. newae its over la.
write again soon.
d3niz
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