i got quite stark shock to find out some stuffs just today.. and while i sit down and think bout my day thru.. i realise everytime i meet a new friend, i look at them in a positive light. i see them with no harm, i see them being friendly and sometimes after a few more meetings, i realli thought we could b the best of friends and buddies. more often than not, we dont.

either we have our differences, or realli they do some things tt irk me to the max. tt 2 weeks back when i was on the phone with jia (tt woman is coming back in jan!!), we came to a conclusion.. the rest of the world are normal ppl.. onli us gals are abnormal. us referring to jia, xian, shan, iris and myself. we just react to so many different situations differently and as much as most gals would choose to do it this way, we chose to do it that way. then we sit down and wonder how come ppl react this way.. but actually.. we are just the abnormal ones.. we just chose to do it THAT way. confused? i am too.

break ups after break ups, i still chose to be friends with my exs. but then again, like wat i told jenny, both parties must b on the willing side la.. cant be if i wanna be friends, wanna keep contact then they duna. i alwix believe friendship is possible after a r/ship. but there are also ppl who break ups after break ups, chose to hurt the one they used to love. no matter how much u have hurt the person, or tt person have hurt you.. it was all in the past.. and its already the past. theres nothing much u can do bout it.. life still goes on... take it as a life experience.. move on ba..

anyway, lets move on to some new happenings this week. i bought a new MP3 player from creative. actually my main purpose is to do lecture recording la.. it costs mum bout 210 i think.. she said its my christmas pressie.. toking bout christmas pressie.. i haven sent out my xmas cards yet.. hmmmm...

then, i went to CVSS's NPCC camp. been some time since i went for camps.. in fact i think the last time i went for a camp was 6 mths back.. njoyed myself alot.. toked to this cadet called chee kiong.. alrite yes i know its the same name n even the same spelling as my ex.. but it doesnt matter.. coz they look realli different! the cadet is short and fat. *grin*

so as i was saying.. jenny, jean and i had a long talk with him..he used to be one of those 3 musketeers.. super notorious in our ATCs. now, he's still notti la.. but has matured alot. u know wats one of those most amazing thing bout being a cadet inspector? its to see someone like chee kiong grow from sec 1 to sec 4 and still staying in npcc despite all the scoldings and punishment. just tt afternoon, i was overlooking him taking the sec 2s.. he came over to me.. n said..

"mdm, u dun stand here ley.. u stand here i very stress...u very fierce.."

i looked at him with a puzzled look.. then said.."me? fierce? not fierce la.. "

he replied.." not fierce? v fierce ah! i see u scold ppl during ATC.. i damn scared of you.."

*laughs* i tot it was realli furnie.. a notorious ah beng like him.. actually scared of me.. hahaha.. surprisingly, after tt tok at nite, we became quite close.. *smiles*

i finally went sentosa!! AGAIN, its a long time since i been there.. alwix wanted to go.. but alwix nobody accompany de.. so finally went there with jenny... yay! im tanner! hehe.. i dun look like white chicken liow.. tt stupid zhijian saw me.. keep coming up to me asking if i was okie.. he said i look very pale.. chee dan...

other than going these places.. im running to hospitals again.. grand pa fell at home.. fractured his arm.. ah yoz...

newae, my boi came down accompany me for dinner just now.. wasnt expecting him to come coz i told him go back camp to rest after 3 tiring days of range. then suddenly he called and he's downstairs liow.. went to 401 to eat.. he held my hand... i realised i miss him lots...

k lahz.. got lessons tmr.. wanna go do some studying le.. till then..



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