Mum went away to Genting from monday to thurs. Dad went for some retreat since Monday. Boy was i lonely at home, facing a brother who onli knew how to snore the moment he step home.

i never felt loneliness this way. Unfortunately, my boy had to do 24hrs duty in camp on tues and thurs. -bah- which didnt make much of a difference coz i couldnt accompany for the fact tt i have to study for exams due tmr and sat. yeah yeah... laugh at me for all you wan.

migraine was so terrible yest nite.. i wanted to just die.. it just went throbbing on and on and on and on for perpetuity. it pained me so much i ended up tearing.. i couldnt find the medication box at home.. and my own first aid kid ran out of panadols. luckily my darling boy came by with panadol actifast! - absorbed twice as fast, gentle on the stomach- heh heh.. so sweet of him ya.. thks dear...

newae, i decided on coming online to write on this long deserted blog of mine, rgd some issues today. ironically i was studying social psychology which FYI is my first paper in 11 hours time, and at the same time i was thinking of wat some ppl actually is thinking in their grey matter.

i met up with a guy friend to study today. we apparently lost contact coz he lost his hp and he lost my number which you will see later why it is a good thing. hmmmz...

i saw him yesterday at harbourfrt mac while i was there studying.. and today he called me asking if i was returning there to study. i obliged, thinking it would be okie for 2 ppl to study since we would provide each other motivational factors to carry studying. me and my big mouth

i reach macs at 5pm.. studied till 8pm.. and in midst of it, was his nonsensical ramblings and crapshits. i couldnt comprehend wat he was trying to say or even laugh at. wat the hell is so furnie with the tomato poster at macs?!! -faintz-

then he decided on this ting called "have-a-target-so-i-can-have-more-motivation" which FYI was wat time we should eat! then i said okie.. lets go eat now.. when seriously i wasnt hungry at all... but to prevent him from further blabberings...i had to go... so we went down to the hawker center coz he claims he dun eat food court and fast food.. *duh*

then at the hawker center.. he kept telling me why do ppl have to lead normal lives.. like be born, study, work, marry and die kinda thing. he was saying how much he wishes he can strike 4d or toto.. and then never having to worry for the rest of his life. *duh* then he went on bout singaporean woman.. saying how bad they were how this and how tt.. then saying tt its easier for woman coz all they have to do is to find a rich hubby.

tt was the last straw.

tt was so the most sexist remark ive ever heard! and coincidentally i just finished anor chap on psy tt touched on gender diversity. and if you allow me. sexism is the negative prejudice on the differential sex. -roars-

i gave him a piece of my mind, which by the way was super irritating to hear him talk, coz he sounded realli empty. and i told him to stop dreaming bout 4d.. and if he realli wans something spectacular bout his life.. he should stop being a dreamer and start working his ass off.

wa lau eh... he was prolly trying his real best to impress me which failed terribly. he just kept asking me bout myself.. hw many brothers, wat are my parents doing...*duh* u think im in some marriage consultancy issit..

then! one thing shut him up for the rest of the evening. he caught sight of the photo of me and alwin! *grin* he was then asking.."ur bf?"
-fei hua- then he ask how long we have been together and wat he was doing. when i told him of his occupation.. he said.. "wa lau! i hate regulars!" -frowns- wat the hell is wrong with him... somehow i sense his discomfort.. coz he left bout 30mins after tt fateful conversation, which i was more than elated.

i was finally left in peace to study.

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