it only took many many friends of mine, blasting my hp, demanding to know what happened to me, to make me realise.. Hey! i actually have people who really loves me!
ask, its 0553hrs in the morning, why the fish are you still awake denise?
sex and the city accompanied me through the morning! finished season 5 and 6, courtesy of my boy when we went in JB for the weekends.., alwin thinks its bad influence for gals to watch SATC after he watched one episode with me: samantha attempted break up with smith to have sex with richard only to return to smith after everything. come on dear, its only a show, tho they say its the type of show for single woman in their 30's. its realli furnie.. =)
SATC aside. trust me, the weekends were a few of those very thought-provoking days i've had since my ex. i had so much serious thoughts in me i tot i was going to have brain hemorrhage. if i had counted correctly, i think i popped more than 6 panadol extras over the 2 days! 2 for cramps, 4 for migraine separately. it was bad. regarding what thoughts? dun ask me, coz they are just randomised, and after a while i cant realli remember. maybe i really got brain hemorrhage. period.
so there, how's everyone for the weekends? somehow when typing this entry, i found myself missing a dear friend. hey rus, wea u manz.. back from tioman? come back to reality!!! i miss you! rus is one helluva friend.. i'll alwix remembered tt hug you gave me when you and jia came all the way down to see if i was alrite at the hosp after my grandfather passed away. and yes, a guy and gal can be just mutual best friends and its the thing tt happens with me and rus. somedays as i was packing my stuffs, i love to take out this big box with all the snail mails tt me and rus had faithfully written to each other when we were amidst our very bz poly life. complaining bout sch work, bout family, most importantly just BGR. its cheesy stuffs, but its realli the one thing i would grab on to should i nid to run away from home.
CGLC? i just wanna say.. you guys are unbelievable. =) 10 years were never ever ez to come by.. we survived it. and im glad we did.. gonna hafta celebrate our decade old friendship soon!! and i realli hope everyone would be in town..
gona have a nap.. prolly suntan after i wake up... got lessons at 7.. *bah*
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