i had frenzy of thoughts. positive and negative ones. illusions that were not very optimistic but seem to occur quite frequently now.

i wondered to myself today. how much of true love really happens. i was reading a friend's blog a couple of days back.. and she was talking of the unconditional love and how much we can achieve it all. she came to properly define unconditional love as wishing him/her happiness even tho u r not part of it.

so what if there is unconditional love. unconditional love(UL) is only heavenly when you are still together with him/her. if not, whats so great bout it? so what if you had UL for that someone you are no longer with but you know you still Luuuuurrrrvvveee him/her so much? so what if you know you gave up alot for him/her so much so you almost lost ur life, friends and family piecemeal? so what if you start to sit down now and think bout the times you all had together and smile coz he/she is very happy with their individual partners now? get over it. coz nobody is going to look upon you and say.. "wa.. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ley"

i dreamt of grandpa yesterday.. i missed him..

study now. laters.

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