Sunday, July 17, 2005
im not really into pink, neither have i turned all girly. first time in my blog history tt the entries are in this colour.. but kinda like it this time..=) i didnt design this myself.. but the words are all my own..got pretty irritated everytime i gt my design up but just couldnt get my entries in.. so this shall just be the design for a while before it bores me.
so! i haven really talked bout my china trip since i came back.. then again, there aint much things u can realli talk bout china, esp the plc i went. however, i did njoy my time there with my boy.. surviving 12 days in china and having our first flight.
i watched the debate 2 days back.. rgd the suicidal issues and one of the speaker was toking bout "emotional dependency". hell yeah. i didnt realise i had this syndrome until he said all of which i was feeling at tt point of time. it was suppose to be detrimental, unfortunately, he didnt mention how further we could minimise it. i asked myself, was a life like mine healthy?
im beginning to feel a stronger sense of belonging at home. i actually missed my mum and dad when they were in genting. it totally wasnt me 2-3 years back, situations at home were bad. guess mum realised she was screaming at me 99% of time everytime we conversed.
had my last meet up w rus, shan and iris. had plenty of laughter and reminiscing our old sch days. these are the things, these are the people in life that are irreplaceable. 10 years, since we first met in secondary sch, but memories of us altogether seemed like we onli met 1 year ago. nevertheless, like kenny say.. ppl do change. the mentality within our group 10 years ago, and 10 years now is soooo different.
i wished there was a chance for us to re-take our group photo, in the same manner we took in 10 years back. i think its fun to see the difference. newae, iris made certain decisions in life, and im glad she's happy with the way things are now.
there were alot of things in my mind to talk about. i wished i could address each issue piecemeal, but @ 0429hrs, there is very little brain cells left to type and think.
let me go lie on my bed.
laters.
btw, remember to tag me. heh.
so! i haven really talked bout my china trip since i came back.. then again, there aint much things u can realli talk bout china, esp the plc i went. however, i did njoy my time there with my boy.. surviving 12 days in china and having our first flight.
i watched the debate 2 days back.. rgd the suicidal issues and one of the speaker was toking bout "emotional dependency". hell yeah. i didnt realise i had this syndrome until he said all of which i was feeling at tt point of time. it was suppose to be detrimental, unfortunately, he didnt mention how further we could minimise it. i asked myself, was a life like mine healthy?
im beginning to feel a stronger sense of belonging at home. i actually missed my mum and dad when they were in genting. it totally wasnt me 2-3 years back, situations at home were bad. guess mum realised she was screaming at me 99% of time everytime we conversed.
had my last meet up w rus, shan and iris. had plenty of laughter and reminiscing our old sch days. these are the things, these are the people in life that are irreplaceable. 10 years, since we first met in secondary sch, but memories of us altogether seemed like we onli met 1 year ago. nevertheless, like kenny say.. ppl do change. the mentality within our group 10 years ago, and 10 years now is soooo different.
i wished there was a chance for us to re-take our group photo, in the same manner we took in 10 years back. i think its fun to see the difference. newae, iris made certain decisions in life, and im glad she's happy with the way things are now.
there were alot of things in my mind to talk about. i wished i could address each issue piecemeal, but @ 0429hrs, there is very little brain cells left to type and think.
let me go lie on my bed.
laters.
btw, remember to tag me. heh.
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