Wednesday, August 03, 2005
-takes a deep breath-
its a brand new month.. -smiles-
haven had the time to sit down and seriously consolidate thoughts in me for the past few weeks.. its been a tough month: stressful and painful. lets hope the brand new month bring in new things for the both of us.. *keeps my fingers crossed*
past few weeks have been eventful.. with the meeting up of buddies to chill at my plc with green tea, green apple and potato chips. we chatted on the topic of relationships yet again, tried to talk anor buddy of mine out of certain issues but in vain for the 5215125429786 consecutive times, and as usual.. rus alwix had issues to make me spent the rest of tt night thinking to myself..
"if i realli love the gal.. i'll never be able to scream at her.."
as such, does this statement realli stand? if so, then does it mean i have not met the one i love sooooooo much that i'll never bring myself to scream at him. i think i never screamed or shouted at alwin before, maybe at times when i get irritated.. i raise my voice.. sometimes over my limits.. many times i control my emotions. rus talked bout how his friend controlled the situation w his gf, when she made him super duper angry but he still didnt do anything.. but merely brought her to one corner.. kissed and hugged her.. held her hands and spoke to her nicely.
fairytale man this kind. if alwin would do that everytime, i think i'll marry him straight away. but sadly, everytime he gets agitated.. he will raise his voice at me too.. does this mean he doesnt love me?
then i think my mum definitely doesnt love my dad! hahaha!
ironical.
watever kind of world do we live in! newae, i still stand by my views in relationships..
if he loves me.. he'll never do anything to hurt me.
ive been shopping alot for accessories recently.. i think i spent the money i saved for lunch on them. lets see how long i take to match miss sharon's collection. -faintz-
met up w miss caron also.. haven seen her ever since i came back from china, so i once again satisfied my craving for himalayan tea at west coasts macs, chatting with this pal of mine since june 2000. -grin- it was great to R&R with this woman i tell u... she's full of crap and shit. but i like. hahaha..
thereafter, i brought caron to mit the PRC peepz, and she brought her beau along.. hoped they all had fun! =)
k lah.. enuf for the day.. will write soon... =)
its a brand new month.. -smiles-
haven had the time to sit down and seriously consolidate thoughts in me for the past few weeks.. its been a tough month: stressful and painful. lets hope the brand new month bring in new things for the both of us.. *keeps my fingers crossed*
past few weeks have been eventful.. with the meeting up of buddies to chill at my plc with green tea, green apple and potato chips. we chatted on the topic of relationships yet again, tried to talk anor buddy of mine out of certain issues but in vain for the 5215125429786 consecutive times, and as usual.. rus alwix had issues to make me spent the rest of tt night thinking to myself..
"if i realli love the gal.. i'll never be able to scream at her.."
as such, does this statement realli stand? if so, then does it mean i have not met the one i love sooooooo much that i'll never bring myself to scream at him. i think i never screamed or shouted at alwin before, maybe at times when i get irritated.. i raise my voice.. sometimes over my limits.. many times i control my emotions. rus talked bout how his friend controlled the situation w his gf, when she made him super duper angry but he still didnt do anything.. but merely brought her to one corner.. kissed and hugged her.. held her hands and spoke to her nicely.
fairytale man this kind. if alwin would do that everytime, i think i'll marry him straight away. but sadly, everytime he gets agitated.. he will raise his voice at me too.. does this mean he doesnt love me?
then i think my mum definitely doesnt love my dad! hahaha!
ironical.
watever kind of world do we live in! newae, i still stand by my views in relationships..
if he loves me.. he'll never do anything to hurt me.
ive been shopping alot for accessories recently.. i think i spent the money i saved for lunch on them. lets see how long i take to match miss sharon's collection. -faintz-
met up w miss caron also.. haven seen her ever since i came back from china, so i once again satisfied my craving for himalayan tea at west coasts macs, chatting with this pal of mine since june 2000. -grin- it was great to R&R with this woman i tell u... she's full of crap and shit. but i like. hahaha..
thereafter, i brought caron to mit the PRC peepz, and she brought her beau along.. hoped they all had fun! =)
k lah.. enuf for the day.. will write soon... =)
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