Friday, November 18, 2005
and just when i thought i was losing my memory. entries from my previous blog proved it all. i just happen to re-read that diary that i deleted off coz of some reasons.. goodness.. so shallow de ley..
random entries from 2001, 2002, 2003:
hApi dAY!~!~!~ - 11/4/2001
wooo hoooo....my day rocks today!~finally..i have one happy day in life..hehe...
now...y im so happy today..share share wif you all lahz...since you guys have been wif me thru the sad sad times...tell you some of the happy ones..keke
firstly..i was out wif HIM today!~ yah..!~!~! HIM!~!hehe...lalalalalalala...
HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM...all rite...since some of you here knows who he is..i shant elaborate on the happenings..hehe...*secret*just feel happy for me can liow..keke
next..i went to the michael learns to rock concert!~!~!oh man..they are the best..!~they were like singing ...singing...and singing...then they came to a part when they said..."am i 23 minutes too late? or 24? or even 25 mins?"then...they started singing.."25mins"well..it was one of those childhood songs that i started listening to...i mean..instead of "twinkle twinkle little stars" its "boy i miss your kisses" haha...the other band that was another one of my childhood fav is bon jovi..anyone of you out there like them..gosh...so nice...
okie...FINE....just as i tot my day is gonna be great...my mum has to come to F*** me upside down....wat in the blue hell is going on man..i hate myself!~
im starting my attachment like on tuesday...and isit wrong to buy some shirts and pants? isit wrong to buy new shoes? issit wrong to look presentable instead of looking sloppy wif all the big big clothes? (for your information..the reason y there are big is because i lose 10kg...from 68 to 58kg)
damn it!~
i just finished my exams for heaven's sake!~! now at 1230 she ask me to go and sleep!~!~!~!argh!~!~ gimme a break and GET OFF MY BACK!!!~!~!
you are sooooooo IRRITATING!~!~!~
rite..see people!~ see!!!!!! my days never end well!~!~it always have to end like dat!~~!~!
y y y y y y y y y y y ~!~!~!~!
i think i should stop being crappy...argh!~i should think on the bright side..i mean...i managed to see HIM..and MLTR...okok...*takes a deep breath*
looks like it all ended on a bad note again..*sigh*
to the one.."i love you"
its mutual.. - 8/22/2002
well well well..toked to him bout the whole prob yesterday..and yah..got the answer from him..and feelings are suppose to be mutual..din noe how to react when he told me dat...coz i was definitely not prepared for a positive ans..now dat things r like dat..im actually feeling good..but as i was telling lixian just now when i met up with her..im actually not prepared to go into a r/ship..maybe i just nid to settle down..and streamline myself..hmmz..newae...really wanna thank alot of ppl for sticking with me this period of time..lixian, iris, kenny, deli kor..and not forgetting chee kiong and all the rest of the ODians who have been leaving encouraging notes..=)
went to mit chee kiong today..accompanied him down for his iris checkup..haha.."please move back" "thank you for ur cooperation"well...those were the computerised "speech" of the machine dat chee kiong had to LOOK into..guess it really hurt his eye..it was worst dan those dat you have to look into when you take the eye test at the optician..=Pand oh..chee kiong ar..sorrie if i had been a real bad pillion rider..haha..
there after went to mit him for dinner..he really looked tired..din really tok much but i guess we laughed alot..nice being with him..=Phe had to book in at 1930...so he left..then i went to amk's macs to study..had to mit lixian also..coz she was kinda upset..over matters i dun think its nice to tok bout here..well..just wanna say dat..gal ar..if you happen to read this..be strong..if you nid my shoulders to cry on..just gimme a call..take care of urself..
so..i guess i nid to carry on mugging..so i'll see ya guys ard? =P
-=d3nsE=-
a ray of hope!!! - 5/21/2003
time: 0027hrs
listening to: SHE - ai wo de zi ge
thinking of: alwin!!!feeling: so blardy happy
countin down to: nothing? =P
an entry for the 15th..i am like so happy today i suddenly see the need to write in the diary..hahaha..just yesterday i was thinking tt maybe i should just stop writing..since i realli dun find a point in writing any more...then i realise today that the diary has become a way for me to write all my feelings..when i find nobody to contain it?
a broke up happened 2 days back...wasnt a widely publicised r/ship..again..i knew he was feeling insecure..and tt he said i wasnt ready for a r/ship...fine lohz..din feel upset..just sad tt this could prob go on..if we had endured thru...just din last thru...hmmmz
today..went to work..somehow or rather something made me get up to go work..had i not go for work today..i wouldnt have met this guy..which for now im totally awed...
his name is alwin..shant tell you wea he's from...but he's my god brother's buddy...one tall hunky guy...so blardy cute tt even deli says he's good looking...-sniggers- he's got the sweetest smile ever...and he really melted my heart when he smiled and told me he din bring money out coz he tot onli just wanted to see a friend then go back office liow...oh manz...i think i melted on the spot..hahahahaha..okie...enuf of drooling...=P went out for dinner with him at fisherman's village..haha..been thinking bout him ever since...the best part is...HE'S SINGLE!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha
okie..i sound like some desperate here..but he's really good looking k...just glad to find a friend in him...and was glad tt i was infatuated with him..coz at least it shows tt i have some hope? haha..it shows tt im moving on? =P
okie..i think im probably disgusting all of ya...=P going to do my presentatin stuff liow..hehe...
time: 0043hrs
hmmm.. memories memories...
random entries from 2001, 2002, 2003:
hApi dAY!~!~!~ - 11/4/2001
wooo hoooo....my day rocks today!~finally..i have one happy day in life..hehe...
now...y im so happy today..share share wif you all lahz...since you guys have been wif me thru the sad sad times...tell you some of the happy ones..keke
firstly..i was out wif HIM today!~ yah..!~!~! HIM!~!hehe...lalalalalalala...
HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM...all rite...since some of you here knows who he is..i shant elaborate on the happenings..hehe...*secret*just feel happy for me can liow..keke
next..i went to the michael learns to rock concert!~!~!oh man..they are the best..!~they were like singing ...singing...and singing...then they came to a part when they said..."am i 23 minutes too late? or 24? or even 25 mins?"then...they started singing.."25mins"well..it was one of those childhood songs that i started listening to...i mean..instead of "twinkle twinkle little stars" its "boy i miss your kisses" haha...the other band that was another one of my childhood fav is bon jovi..anyone of you out there like them..
okie...FINE....just as i tot my day is gonna be great...my mum has to come to F*** me upside down....wat in the blue hell is going on man..i hate myself!~
im starting my attachment like on tuesday...and isit wrong to buy some shirts and pants? isit wrong to buy new shoes? issit wrong to look presentable instead of looking sloppy wif all the big big clothes? (for your information..the reason y there are big is because i lose 10kg...from 68 to 58kg)
damn it!~
i just finished my exams for heaven's sake!~! now at 1230 she ask me to go and sleep!~!~!~!argh!~!~ gimme a break and GET OFF MY BACK!!!~!~!
you are sooooooo IRRITATING!~!~!~
rite..see people!~ see!!!!!! my days never end well!~!~it always have to end like dat!~~!~!
y y y y y y y y y y y ~!~!~!~!
i think i should stop being crappy...argh!~i should think on the bright side..i mean...i managed to see HIM..and MLTR...okok...*takes a deep breath*
looks like it all ended on a bad note again..*sigh*
to the one.."i love you"
its mutual.. - 8/22/2002
well well well..toked to him bout the whole prob yesterday..and yah..got the answer from him..and feelings are suppose to be mutual..din noe how to react when he told me dat...coz i was definitely not prepared for a positive ans..now dat things r like dat..im actually feeling good..but as i was telling lixian just now when i met up with her..im actually not prepared to go into a r/ship..maybe i just nid to settle down..and streamline myself..hmmz..newae...really wanna thank alot of ppl for sticking with me this period of time..lixian, iris, kenny, deli kor..and not forgetting chee kiong and all the rest of the ODians who have been leaving encouraging notes..=)
went to mit chee kiong today..accompanied him down for his iris checkup..haha.."please move back" "thank you for ur cooperation"well...those were the computerised "speech" of the machine dat chee kiong had to LOOK into..guess it really hurt his eye..it was worst dan those dat you have to look into when you take the eye test at the optician..=Pand oh..chee kiong ar..sorrie if i had been a real bad pillion rider..haha..
there after went to mit him for dinner..he really looked tired..din really tok much but i guess we laughed alot..nice being with him..=Phe had to book in at 1930...so he left..then i went to amk's macs to study..had to mit lixian also..coz she was kinda upset..over matters i dun think its nice to tok bout here..well..just wanna say dat..gal ar..if you happen to read this..be strong..if you nid my shoulders to cry on..just gimme a call..take care of urself..
so..i guess i nid to carry on mugging..so i'll see ya guys ard? =P
-=d3nsE=-
a ray of hope!!! - 5/21/2003
time: 0027hrs
listening to: SHE - ai wo de zi ge
thinking of: alwin!!!feeling: so blardy happy
countin down to: nothing? =P
an entry for the 15th..i am like so happy today i suddenly see the need to write in the diary..hahaha..just yesterday i was thinking tt maybe i should just stop writing..since i realli dun find a point in writing any more...then i realise today that the diary has become a way for me to write all my feelings..when i find nobody to contain it?
a broke up happened 2 days back...wasnt a widely publicised r/ship..again..i knew he was feeling insecure..and tt he said i wasnt ready for a r/ship...fine lohz..din feel upset..just sad tt this could prob go on..if we had endured thru...just din last thru...hmmmz
today..went to work..somehow or rather something made me get up to go work..had i not go for work today..i wouldnt have met this guy..which for now im totally awed...
his name is alwin..shant tell you wea he's from...but he's my god brother's buddy...one tall hunky guy...so blardy cute tt even deli says he's good looking...-sniggers- he's got the sweetest smile ever...and he really melted my heart when he smiled and told me he din bring money out coz he tot onli just wanted to see a friend then go back office liow...oh manz...i think i melted on the spot..hahahahaha..okie...enuf of drooling...=P went out for dinner with him at fisherman's village..haha..been thinking bout him ever since...the best part is...HE'S SINGLE!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha
okie..i sound like some desperate here..but he's really good looking k...just glad to find a friend in him...and was glad tt i was infatuated with him..coz at least it shows tt i have some hope? haha..it shows tt im moving on? =P
okie..i think im probably disgusting all of ya...=P going to do my presentatin stuff liow..hehe...
time: 0043hrs
hmmm.. memories memories...
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