Thursday, November 17, 2005
gym was good. 35 mins cycling followed by 4.5 km on the treadmill. usual weights and i did 50 squats with jen. awesome.
so here i am, with my big blue nalgene bottle just beside me. im drowning myself with lotsa lotsa water. mum asked if i was diabetic. (-_-)
with stacey kent, aromatheraphy, reading lights and my sidney sheldon in the comforts of my own room. perfect.
honestly, im quite amazed with my ability to carry out my own activities without my boy around. i mean im always the independent sort, but because life on weekdays have always been school and meeting him for dinner at least once a week, somehow before he went into tekong i had this feeling i'll feel nasty. hmmm, yet i didnt. i know and understand its part of his job, so i should just take this time to read up on lost revisions.
so many of my friends were asking me how im coping without him around. im doing fine! but of course having him around would be better. =)
she called me yesterday afternoon and asked if i was free to talk. immediately i know what it was regarding so i was prepared for a long long long conversation. after 1 year, she is thinking of going back to him again. im impressed with her ability to hold on for so long and still hang on to teeny weeny possibilities that they would get back together. yet in my opinion and how i looked at things, chances seemed meagre.
her determination was strong but sadly directions in life seemed to have gone wrong. (hey it rhymes!) i told her there are many things at this point of time that we need to do, and unfortunately, relationships, in my opinion should not be in the first priority. there are amongst other more important things we need to look at.
so do we call this devotion? i wonder. a certain percentage of my friends drifted away after they got attached. when i realised the fact, i looked back at myself.. indeed, i guess when i was attached to alwin.. i drifted away from my friends too. but why is this phenomenon happening? why do people drift away from friends when they do get attached? because they cannot get enought of each other? because they want to spend time together? *shrugs*
i have more thoughts than this. but i dont know how to write it down further. writer's block.
laters.
so here i am, with my big blue nalgene bottle just beside me. im drowning myself with lotsa lotsa water. mum asked if i was diabetic. (-_-)
with stacey kent, aromatheraphy, reading lights and my sidney sheldon in the comforts of my own room. perfect.
honestly, im quite amazed with my ability to carry out my own activities without my boy around. i mean im always the independent sort, but because life on weekdays have always been school and meeting him for dinner at least once a week, somehow before he went into tekong i had this feeling i'll feel nasty. hmmm, yet i didnt. i know and understand its part of his job, so i should just take this time to read up on lost revisions.
so many of my friends were asking me how im coping without him around. im doing fine! but of course having him around would be better. =)
she called me yesterday afternoon and asked if i was free to talk. immediately i know what it was regarding so i was prepared for a long long long conversation. after 1 year, she is thinking of going back to him again. im impressed with her ability to hold on for so long and still hang on to teeny weeny possibilities that they would get back together. yet in my opinion and how i looked at things, chances seemed meagre.
her determination was strong but sadly directions in life seemed to have gone wrong. (hey it rhymes!) i told her there are many things at this point of time that we need to do, and unfortunately, relationships, in my opinion should not be in the first priority. there are amongst other more important things we need to look at.
so do we call this devotion? i wonder. a certain percentage of my friends drifted away after they got attached. when i realised the fact, i looked back at myself.. indeed, i guess when i was attached to alwin.. i drifted away from my friends too. but why is this phenomenon happening? why do people drift away from friends when they do get attached? because they cannot get enought of each other? because they want to spend time together? *shrugs*
i have more thoughts than this. but i dont know how to write it down further. writer's block.
laters.
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