Friday, February 24, 2006
the week hasn't been good.
was it the beginning of an end? or a start of a new beginning... i wonder. i know i almost lost control of myself again.
i couldnt understand. didnt know whats going on and for 2.5 years in this relationship.. we could come out with a solution to our problems. this time round.. i was entangled in it. neither of us budged. my dad's friend said that should we ever break up, its because we are both hard headed and stubborn.
it was an on-going problem for a year. so much so, both of us are extremely tired. mentally. it was the first problem that i couldnt "nip it off the bud".
anyway, on a happier note.. i stayed school to study till 830 today while he went for his vsc appreciation dinner. completed my corporate finance assignment. tomorrow he's on vsc again. will revise for my MSM.
looks like sunday's the only day for me before he leaves to go on course for the next one month.
i need sanity.
was it the beginning of an end? or a start of a new beginning... i wonder. i know i almost lost control of myself again.
i couldnt understand. didnt know whats going on and for 2.5 years in this relationship.. we could come out with a solution to our problems. this time round.. i was entangled in it. neither of us budged. my dad's friend said that should we ever break up, its because we are both hard headed and stubborn.
it was an on-going problem for a year. so much so, both of us are extremely tired. mentally. it was the first problem that i couldnt "nip it off the bud".
anyway, on a happier note.. i stayed school to study till 830 today while he went for his vsc appreciation dinner. completed my corporate finance assignment. tomorrow he's on vsc again. will revise for my MSM.
looks like sunday's the only day for me before he leaves to go on course for the next one month.
i need sanity.
♥♥♥
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