Thursday, March 09, 2006
oh alrite. so i can blog in chinese afterall. big thank you to mr kenn aka mr big shot for staying up the "whole" night to help me with my very funny computer. *grin*
Ive been staying up late these days. no, not studying.. just on the internet for long hours, sending emails, checking friendster (ah! why do i even bother!), writing blog, reading other people's blog, checking emails again. no-life.
I spoke to Ron a couple of days back.. and was suddenly awoken by certain things he said. He knocked alot of sense into me. From that moment, i promised my boy i'll never quarrel with him over his volunteer duty ever again. 2 days back, when my boy told me he had to do duty on wednesday, thursday and friday.. i had this strong feeling i was upset again.. yet, i calmed down and got myself busy with work.
oh yes, i think love can make a person change. most of the time, i hoped it was for the better. nowadays, when i think back of my times with CK, i realised i was lost in my own world.. together with him. nothing else mattered.
now THAT was probably a bad change.
it wasnt because i cannot accept my boy's duty. its just that between us, there was a new thing in his life and therefore priorities changed. i never set myself down to think things through, and thought about the importance of our relationship. Coming 6 months later, we're officially a couple for 3 freaking years.
i took a long walk yesterday. i was feeling very very terrible. finished my paper at 12pm, went home to take a nap. woke up at 5 and was looking for a partner to hang out and have coffee. wanted to stay out till late to just relax my soul so i can begin war for the next paper.
called my pal.. no answer
wanted to call caron.. but she had to work the next day, so didnt call
suppose to meet ray and jen, but i didnt want to spend the money to take cab back from hougang and also didnt want to bother ray to send me back.
my boy was on duty..
i actually sat down in front of my comp.. and i started tearing. i think im sick. there and then, i knew i needed to get out of the house.
armed with nothing but my phones and my mp3.. i proceeded my walk.. from caribbean to harbourfront to vivo city (still under construction though..), turn left towards kampung bahru.. and was approaching mount faber. i had no destination.
i enjoyed my walk.. halfway down the journey, i felt so much better. with the music blasting and me walking (half thinking if there's anyone following me.. another half thinking if there was any hantu.. haha). it was a dangerous walk i agree. everywhere was dark and secluded, with the Sultan's cemetry on my left (thats what my boy said), quite scary though.
While crossing the road towards i-don't-know-where, someone honked me. i turned.
*smiles*
my boy came.
haven't had dinner, so we went down to "tong shui" to have dinner/supper.
had small talks, and then my boy brought me to marina to play game!! heh. relieved almost all of my stress, enjoyed myself.. but i insist on going back after 30 mins.. because it was almost 2 in the morning and my poor darling had to wake up at 0615. 4 hours later.
and so,
this is the man who after his work, despite being tired will bring his gf out for dinner and a walk.
this is the man who kept dozing off in the car but insisted on going to JB with Ron so he could buy his gf titbits and her DVDs.
this is the man who kept understanding the changes of his gf's mood.
this is the man that has always been around whenever the gf needed him.
this is the man who came down from work to drive his gf down to west coast macs to study so she didnt have to waste the cab fare down.
this is the man im in love with..
and
i
am
the
gf.
ah huh!
alrite. im going to go read my corporate finance le. next paper's on saturday!
laters.
-我是不是该安静的走开，还是勇敢留下来-
Ive been staying up late these days. no, not studying.. just on the internet for long hours, sending emails, checking friendster (ah! why do i even bother!), writing blog, reading other people's blog, checking emails again. no-life.
I spoke to Ron a couple of days back.. and was suddenly awoken by certain things he said. He knocked alot of sense into me. From that moment, i promised my boy i'll never quarrel with him over his volunteer duty ever again. 2 days back, when my boy told me he had to do duty on wednesday, thursday and friday.. i had this strong feeling i was upset again.. yet, i calmed down and got myself busy with work.
oh yes, i think love can make a person change. most of the time, i hoped it was for the better. nowadays, when i think back of my times with CK, i realised i was lost in my own world.. together with him. nothing else mattered.
now THAT was probably a bad change.
it wasnt because i cannot accept my boy's duty. its just that between us, there was a new thing in his life and therefore priorities changed. i never set myself down to think things through, and thought about the importance of our relationship. Coming 6 months later, we're officially a couple for 3 freaking years.
i took a long walk yesterday. i was feeling very very terrible. finished my paper at 12pm, went home to take a nap. woke up at 5 and was looking for a partner to hang out and have coffee. wanted to stay out till late to just relax my soul so i can begin war for the next paper.
called my pal.. no answer
wanted to call caron.. but she had to work the next day, so didnt call
suppose to meet ray and jen, but i didnt want to spend the money to take cab back from hougang and also didnt want to bother ray to send me back.
my boy was on duty..
i actually sat down in front of my comp.. and i started tearing. i think im sick. there and then, i knew i needed to get out of the house.
armed with nothing but my phones and my mp3.. i proceeded my walk.. from caribbean to harbourfront to vivo city (still under construction though..), turn left towards kampung bahru.. and was approaching mount faber. i had no destination.
i enjoyed my walk.. halfway down the journey, i felt so much better. with the music blasting and me walking (half thinking if there's anyone following me.. another half thinking if there was any hantu.. haha). it was a dangerous walk i agree. everywhere was dark and secluded, with the Sultan's cemetry on my left (thats what my boy said), quite scary though.
While crossing the road towards i-don't-know-where, someone honked me. i turned.
*smiles*
my boy came.
haven't had dinner, so we went down to "tong shui" to have dinner/supper.
had small talks, and then my boy brought me to marina to play game!! heh. relieved almost all of my stress, enjoyed myself.. but i insist on going back after 30 mins.. because it was almost 2 in the morning and my poor darling had to wake up at 0615. 4 hours later.
and so,
this is the man who after his work, despite being tired will bring his gf out for dinner and a walk.
this is the man who kept dozing off in the car but insisted on going to JB with Ron so he could buy his gf titbits and her DVDs.
this is the man who kept understanding the changes of his gf's mood.
this is the man that has always been around whenever the gf needed him.
this is the man who came down from work to drive his gf down to west coast macs to study so she didnt have to waste the cab fare down.
this is the man im in love with..
and
i
am
the
gf.
ah huh!
alrite. im going to go read my corporate finance le. next paper's on saturday!
laters.
-我是不是该安静的走开，还是勇敢留下来-
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