Monday, July 02, 2007
and so this is already the month of July.
everything else is the same except that i almost turned single last friday. the emotions were overwhelming.
these days i indulge alot in gray's anatomy, my 5km weekend runs, meeting up with worthy friends and also tarot card reading.
right. tarot card.
he talked about my career, that i'm not in the right field and i'm pretty uncertain whether this is the right place for me. he said that my family thinks i should be in the finance line and therefore im here.
well, all i can say is, im going to insist that i am in the right field (which he claims is detrimental if i insist), but he was half right bout me being uncertain. im uncertain because this is only my first month here. im so fresh that sometimes its frustrating that i cannot get things done because i simply do not know who to look for for information. he said i should venture into arts. like really arty farty arts. like picasso and mona lisa arts. but i draw a mouse like a cat. so i do not think the arts world really likes me.
then he talked about my relationship of which i totally freaked out. he was right bout my wavered decision on whether to stay or to go. he was right bout having another woman in our relationship. he was right bout alwin not being commited the first few months.
these feelings in me? i never told anyone. i never mentioned at all to anybody that im half thinking bout ending the relationship. yet he knows. spooked.
so anyway, i got pretty affected by his reading for a few hours after it. but then i concluded, that tarot card readings are probably just going to be another one of those self-fufilling prophecy. since he says its going to happen, you shall work towards making it happen. -bah- nothing positive came out of the readings. and i blew 50 bucks. -double bah-
and so. i went kite flying on saturday. fun. nostalgic.
and oh. i won $49 on bingo night on saturday too.
lets see. ok. nothing much left to say. half a year has gone by already people.
half a freaking year towards 2008.
damn it.
everything else is the same except that i almost turned single last friday. the emotions were overwhelming.
these days i indulge alot in gray's anatomy, my 5km weekend runs, meeting up with worthy friends and also tarot card reading.
right. tarot card.
he talked about my career, that i'm not in the right field and i'm pretty uncertain whether this is the right place for me. he said that my family thinks i should be in the finance line and therefore im here.
well, all i can say is, im going to insist that i am in the right field (which he claims is detrimental if i insist), but he was half right bout me being uncertain. im uncertain because this is only my first month here. im so fresh that sometimes its frustrating that i cannot get things done because i simply do not know who to look for for information. he said i should venture into arts. like really arty farty arts. like picasso and mona lisa arts. but i draw a mouse like a cat. so i do not think the arts world really likes me.
then he talked about my relationship of which i totally freaked out. he was right bout my wavered decision on whether to stay or to go. he was right bout having another woman in our relationship. he was right bout alwin not being commited the first few months.
these feelings in me? i never told anyone. i never mentioned at all to anybody that im half thinking bout ending the relationship. yet he knows. spooked.
so anyway, i got pretty affected by his reading for a few hours after it. but then i concluded, that tarot card readings are probably just going to be another one of those self-fufilling prophecy. since he says its going to happen, you shall work towards making it happen. -bah- nothing positive came out of the readings. and i blew 50 bucks. -double bah-
and so. i went kite flying on saturday. fun. nostalgic.
and oh. i won $49 on bingo night on saturday too.
lets see. ok. nothing much left to say. half a year has gone by already people.
half a freaking year towards 2008.
damn it.
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